I would have been due any day now.
January 2nd is just days away.
I've been fine about the whole business, but today... well today I realized how close my due date was. When I had my ectopic pregnancy I thought a lot about the date I might have been due. And when said date rolled around I was pregnant for the second time. I didn't have to feel this. I was so wrapped up in the joy of knowing a little life was growing inside me.
It hurts you know.