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 my_empty_cradle - (plain_life0404)
01:31am 04/01/2008
plain_life0404 posting in pregnancy loss
I joined this community because I thought it might help me cope with others who have had a loss.  It just eases me a little that I'm not the only one out there going through this.  This is my second lost.  Its been over a month since my lost.  I still don't know how to deal with it.  I get angry and sad a lot.  Sometimes I feel sad that I have happy days.  I get angry that people around me are getting pregnant or having babies.  Its just not fair!  I don't understand why it happened.  Am I not good enough to be a mother?  Am I being punished for something I've done?  I wanted this so bad.  I quit my job so I could take care of myself and the baby.  I took every precaution.  All I got was heartache.  
I'm going to see a therapist next week.  Maybe it will be better.  I don't know what to expect.  I'm actually quite sacred.  I need it though, I think? 
location: computer desk
mood: crushedcrushed
music: silence
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12:25am 06/01/2008 (UTC)
i understand how you feel, i have been going through the same emotions myself. i have had 2 pregnancies and both have ended in the 1st trimester. it's horrible to think of what i might have done, or why i had to be punished by losing my babies.

in the beginning i had a lot of emotional support. but as time went by, i felt like people just though it was time for me to be "over it." that is why i created this community. i needed a place to go and get rid of thoughts and feelings, to talk to other women who were going through the same thing. to feel support.

i'm sorry for your loss, i hope you find the comfort and support you need. *hugs*
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