So I went to my very first session. It was quite interesting. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. I just needed answers. Not even 5 mins into the session, I started balling. I thought I had a control over my emotions, since I hadn't cried for weeks. Went on about my mulitple losses. Which to my attention, I had not yet grieved completely with my first miscarriage. There's a lot of emotions at float. I have somewhat of an idea of what will come, but part of me doesn't really want to except the loss of my 2nd miscarriage. I think its because I have a lot of anger towards GOD. Until I can come to terms with God, I might be able to move on. I just don't want too! I want to stay anger at HIM.
After my session, I was actually relief. It felt good to talk about it out loud and cry. Its good to CRY.